Saturday, May 2, 2009
Create a side, don't just pick one
Peace signs in our pictures evade our understanding. So few understand the complexity behind the grandest ideals. Conspiracists bitching to people to 'open their eyes', nagging doesn't work, it never will. Indifference spawns from open eyes, as does pessimism and underlying nihilism. I'd say you don't care if I were the first, fortunately (for us all) I don't spew regurgitated nonsense that wouldnt have any effect anyway, if it even ever did. Why is it that you cannot be familiar with such a complex tropic? Are you that dense? Do you need a fucking tutorial for everything? Your actions affect everyone so you best come out of that hole, unless your a pathetic coward like most. Your lucky we can't blame squarely you, even if it is all your fault. Keep giving the peace sign while being the apathetic fuck that you are. Society doesn't expect you to understand much, but I do, and I'll blame all the worlds woes on you for it. I hold you to a higher standard, which is probably why humanity makes me so depressed. I wish I were angrier at you, being cold hearted wouldn't hurt. Especially when its more than deserved. You can't create a side can you? I still blame you for your cowardice, I don't care if your just one sheep in a heard, your still a sheep. You don't want to be embarrassed so you follow others? Is being embarrassed -that- bad as to give up on being yourself? That's pretty fucking pitiful. Keep loving the popular guy, he won't fix all your problems, only you can do that, but you don't have the balls to do anything for yourself unless someone has already set an example. Do what's expected of you and keep flashing those peace signs with your fingers.
Monday, February 16, 2009
You Can't Stand Yourself
We could be successful if only you participated. You say you have trust issues while gossiping with your friend. you'd complain about whores but your too busy blowing your new friend. Find your true love, you need something optimistic, something to look forward to. You're shocked how people can be so cruel. "I'm too close minded to think I'm anything but open minded". A walking oxymoron, you weren't born insecure, you just let yourself go, anyone who disagrees must be a bitch. Your group of friends must be the coolest around, "Lets brag!". Your hobbies can't distract you from yourself, despite how hard your pushing it away. surrounding yourself with your perfect world, other than the strangers bumping into you, but no one can help that. "I'll never have to leave my comfort zone, I created it just for me".
Genuine individuals don't pick their friends. No one looks at you because you won't look at yourself. Manipulate you're imagine till they leave. High hopes and catastrophic reality, our world doesn't suck, its only in your head. "Lets go driving and forget our problems!". Leave mothers house. shes mad you smoke but you have no idea why. "Her generation must all be stupid." "Nonsupporting and Disapproving are not words in my vocabulary". Forget your problems, forget your loneliness, forget your flaws, forget those who hate what your doing. "They don't know me" you'll say until the very last day. "Id solve my problems and be ok with myself if I wasn't such a coward". Your pathetic but you'll spend your entire life hiding it.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Let Me Interrupt You For A Secound
"Would you ever consider adoption?"
I was reading one of many survey bulletins on myspace when I stumbled upon someones answer to that question.
They Answered simply "no", It made me go into deep thought for awhile. I was trying to figure out why they would answer "no".
Don't assume I believe the right answer is 'yes', I'm just thinking why they picked 'no'.
Maybe they want kids of their 'own'? (Whatever that's suppose to mean). That seems plausible I guess. Most people want kids, especially blood related kids.
Excuse me if I'm out of line but doesn't that seem a little selfish? I mean...you would never consider option? That's what the question is after all, it asked would you ever 'consider' adoption. It didn't ask "would you ever adopt?"
It seems really selfish to bring another child into the world when there's so many children waiting for a loving home. Especially people who have hereditary issues and/or problems that they'd pass on to their offspring.
Your not gonna adopt a healthy child because you wanna have a child with AIDs? Or a child with many other problems? Excuse me but your future retard baby is not wanted when there's others who need a place to live. I mean its not like abortion, the child you want isn't even a life yet. I just don't know peoples problem with adoption. Maybe when your older, like 25-35, you have an urge to have a kid and that's what happens to people, Ive heard about that a few times and it worries me a bit to be honest.
Well if you did assume when I told you not to, the right answer is 'yes' I believe.
Personally, I don't ever want kids, for personal reasons I don't feel like discussing. I'm not against getting married or anything like that, but I'm very open to adoption and along with my personal anti-offspring reasons, Adoption seems like the clear choice if I ever want kids. If I do have children when I'm older I hope I go that route.
I never did ask them why they choose that answer...
It just seems odd to not even consider it, that's what I think anyway. There's a lot of potential for discussion on this subject and Id love to hear others opinions.
