Its Valentines Day!



:D

Its been too long since I wrote something decent, I either ramble borderline coherently or coherently ramble about borderlines.
That didn't make sense because I didn't want it to (nor could I if I tried), my current and recent writing style reflects my mood and thought process, ...in shambles.

I don't know if its a -good- 'in shambles', but it's definitely different. A different thought process...almost...

Well the holidays are almost here, but for once in my life I don't think there's anything I really 'want'. There's some basic stuff I 'need', socks, pants, new shoes, and other miscellaneous things. But nothing like my past urges, no super sweet Halo Xbox pack, no special album, no PS3, in other words my little red bike or BB gun are not under my tree this year. Does that mean this year is going to be a dud? No I don't think so, My mom is really excited about buying people things including things for me and my brother. Although there things I don't necessarily -want-, I'm still grateful and I'm sure I'll use them. Did I lose my boyish joy? That feeling of happiness and excitement when you get what you begged your parents for? I am old enough to lose it, but is it ok to lose it? Is this a good thing? Is growing up and getting older code for realizing life is dull and dead? I hope your not as cynical as I have been, thanks for reading.


Writers note:
Ive been kinda busy lately so I haven't had time to express a noteworthy blog but after the Holidays I'm sure I'll get back on track.

So, I'm not sure how to start this so I'll just jump right into it.

Look how sleepy I am! Sleepy yet still cheerful and upbeat!


I woke up at 5PM yesterday, I know that's not a good time to wake up. So my sleeping routine is a bit off course I'll admit, but I have a plan.

I'm going to stay up all today and then let myself sleep at around 10PM tonight.
Pretty righteous plan huh? Yea I know it is, Thats why I thought it up,
Envy me scrub!

Me and my brother thought this plan up at around 4AM last night,...er morning?
He didn't last long, no willpower.
That just leaves me and my tough-as-steel determination. Ive taken the necessary measures to prepare myself don't you worry...

I have ice coffee, 4 games I have yet to beat, and I'm really cold. And its damn near impossible to sleep when your cold.
I usually don't drink coffee cuz it hurts my stomach and makes my breath smell like shit but thats what toothpaste and mouthwash is for!
Its called tarter control bitch! :D



Besides, I have big gobble gobble plans tomorow for thanksgiving which is especially ironic cuz I'm a vegetarian. Speaking of turkeys did anyone see that Palin video with the turkeys in the background? That's fucked up, seriously. You don't do an interview with some dude beheading poor turkeys in the background, its bad for your political career.
The fucking turkeys are kicking there little legs and Palin is like "oh I didn't know Africa is a continent ya betcha", God I hate her.


Anyway, getting back on topic I'm going to my mom's boyfriends mothers house tomorow and spending the night for thanksgiving, Anyone who knows me knows I don't do well with people in social settings so we'll see how that goes. Hopefully my upcoming 14 hour power nap will do me some good and prepare me for my pathetically stressful future.


There's gonna be butt-loads of people I don't know so yippy for me, I'm sure your guys's lives are 20X more stressful but I'm tired so give me a break.


If anyone wants to IM me please do so, you'd be doing me a favor and keeping me up.
AIM=Jay Tyler JTK

So all in all today's going to be a very long and confusing day, not because the events but because I currently have the comprehending abilities of a 7 year old. I will probably wright a blog out of this and hopefully leave this experience with a fun story, Jay's adventures will continue as always.
Thanks for reading all this by the way. Now if you excuse me I got some newbs to be teabagging...